My faith is shaking

I put my faith on You, ya Allah. I set my dream high, did my best for it, and left the rest on Your hands. I believe that You know what's best for me. But I've been waiting so long and my faith is now shaking. Should I give up and find another dream? :'(

I'm tired of pretending that everything all alright, while I'm not. I'm not fine, not at all. Is this hard for You only to show me the way? To say "this isn't suits best on you, my dear. turn right then follow the path. You'll find what's suits best on you there"? I believe in Allah. I believe in Allah's way. I believe in Allah's plan. Please give me more strength and patient to through this.
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