Sometimes, I go to bed only to see you. Dream is the only place to see you, to touch you, to hug you and to feel the love you have to me. So I often let myself fall a sleep, only to see you there. Cause your place is only in my dream, a dream that will never come true.
I have tried to erase you either in my real life or in my dream. But I failed and realized that I always standing in the same place. How can I move on if I always see you wherever I go? I know I have to let you go and let you stay in that cold bitter place forever, the bottom of my heart.
I shouldn't have lived in my dream that long. Now I'm wide awake, ready to live my life to the fullest, with or without you. Cause I'm not a sleep princess and you're not a prince who will save me with a kiss. The day will come. The day when the real prince will save me from your addictive dream, see my dad and bring me to his castle then we will live happily ever after. At that time, I will make sure that you are not there, even a single appear in my dream.
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