Hi, everyone..


It's me...again....after few years I havent said Hi to all of you.

How you guys doin? Hope everything is ok and runs as it planned.

Well, mine is wonderful. Full of laughs, smiles and tears. Proses pendewasaan diri yang sangat memakai pikiran, hati dan tenaga. I never thought before that life would be as complicated seperti yang akhir-akhir ini dirasakan. But that's life. There will be no rainbow before the rain.I ain't gonna share my stories to you this time, but believe me...I enjoy it, every single time in my life. The ups aand also the downs! *puts love icon here*

See yaa!

We don't belong to each other

You never know and you'll never believe, but...

I gave up many things just for you, but it didn't enough for you.

I had to argue to my aunt,

        because I wished to spend most of my times with you.

I had to argue to my mom and made her cry,

        because I wanted her to give her blessing to us.

What I've done and what I've been through are all useless..

You can never trust me.

It's just you and your negative minds that matters.

I have once made mistake, but does it mean that I never do something right?

We now have to end this. It's too soon, baby. 

It's not your fault neither mine.

It's just us who don't belong to each other. 

Ps. I never know that it will hurts me this much to stay away from you, but maybe it's the best for us..

2014 highlight

Hi. I haven't write anything for almost a year ya? Hehe.  So here are the 2014 highlights :

1. The older I get, the more careless I can be. Its like I don't give a shit of what people say about me. People judge. No matter how good I can be, they'll think bad about me.
 2. People change and so do I. I broke my promise to myself that I kept since I was young. If I can turn back the time, I would not have did that. My man is looking me down because of this. Sigh.
3. I have found new thing that I love : do some sports. I usually go to the gym in my spare times. Do some sports is now become my hobby and my mood booster. Love it!

It's fasting month at the moment. Ramadan kareem, everyone! :)



Love,
L

Growing old

Havent get a chance to talk about my birthday. hehe. Anyway, last August 17th was my 23rd birthday. I got a surprise from my beloved friends : yandra and uwan. 

On 17th August was also my friend's wedding reception, we planned to come together and they also planned to pick me up at home, but (as usual) they came very late. They didnt send me any message in the morning, I thought they forgot my birth date and about our plan to go to the reception together but then they suddently come and voila! they brought me a birthday cake and sang me birthday song. My eyes was tearing cause they are too sweet. I'm so lucky for having friends like you guys. Seriously, I love youuuuuu :')