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Yandra and I went to watch movie together this afternoon. We watched Step Up Revolution and we really loveeeeee it, cause the movie was soooooo great. Yandra is a friend who knows me the most, even my bad and dark sides :p We talked about many things; family, schoolmate, teacher, work, etc. Aha, we talk about love and men too.

We both agreed that a man who gives us a hope without any intention to stay and be with us (even if he wants to stay but dunno how) he better leaves us alone. The feeling grows more and more everytime he tries to contact us (at first, it makes us feel good, but soon it ended up hurting us even more). Moreover, we all know that we cant be together with him (for some time, maybe?). Hmm, you guys may see it as a judgment, I know. But that's how we really feel and whats on our mind.

*The situation might happens vice versa*

We, especially yandra and I, are in the same condition right now. The difference is she's brave enough to talk to him and showing him that she's offended with him.

I should accept and understand my current situation. I know that I ain't ready yet in a marriage, but I also know that being in a relationship (for unmarried woman and man) should be avoided in Islam, so I'll keep on my mind that if I cant be together with someone I love in the present, I have to let him go. My friends must be sick of me saying "I will let him go and I'm gonna move on" whereas I keep staying on the same spot. Well, at least I keep on trying. Let's left the rest to God, yup?

Saya ter-brainwash sama ucapannya Ustadz Felix Siaw yang pernah ngetwit gini "kalo serius cinta mati datangilah wali, bukan deketi putri" dan "lelaki baik mendatangi walimu, dengan kesiapan lahir batin yang bisa meyakinkan walimu untuk melepasmu atau MUNDUR secara jantan"... Disini, yang belum siap itu sudah pasti saya. Kedewasaan usia tidak menjamin tingkat kematangan dan kesiapan batin seseorang, bukan? ☺

By the way, I know its late, but Happy Ied Mubarak 1433H. Minal Aidin Walfa Idzin. Mohon maaf lahir dan batin ya semua. Mohon maaf sekali bila ada kata maupun perbuatan yang kurang berkenan yang kiranya menyinggung hati, baik offline maupun online :) Cheers!