My life is getting harder recently, all the things are driving me crazy just like family matters, thesis, internship, my part time job, even my love life. I can't be the old me anymore. I have to changed if I want to survive. i have to think about every single things in my life, by myself. Risks and problems that i have to face alone. I feel grateful for here I am loh ya, for every things happen in my life. I believe that it will makes me stronger.
My family is there, my friends also do. But why do the feeling still the same? I feel so lonely. Lonely is not only when you are alone, but it's also possible when you're in a crowd, you can't lie to yourself that you feel lonely. Nothing worst than the lonely feeling when you are in crowd. You just know that something left and something goes wrong. Even you are not sure, apa yang hilang dan apa yang salah.
Every things happen for a reason. Mungkin yang sekarang ini is my term menuju kedewasaan. Mungkin, ya mungkin. Let's make a hope that i can face them all. Amin.
My family is there, my friends also do. But why do the feeling still the same? I feel so lonely. Lonely is not only when you are alone, but it's also possible when you're in a crowd, you can't lie to yourself that you feel lonely. Nothing worst than the lonely feeling when you are in crowd. You just know that something left and something goes wrong. Even you are not sure, apa yang hilang dan apa yang salah.
Every things happen for a reason. Mungkin yang sekarang ini is my term menuju kedewasaan. Mungkin, ya mungkin. Let's make a hope that i can face them all. Amin.
No comments:
Post a Comment